my heart is breaking every day without u . was @ a christning yesterday and they played 1 of ur fav songs penny arcade and it just rememberd me playing it 2 u and u used to sing along it realy upset me hearing it but then paul came in and got me up to dance to it @ it kind of made me smile because i just thot u will b up ther laughing getin paul to dance to a rangers song u always did like to wind him up even his sis came up @ sayed do u realize thats a rangers song and of course he did thats y he was up cause he knos how much u loved iti am so happy he got to meet u and get to kno u cause now he knos wat im talkin about wen i say how amazing u r and he got 2 kno and love u 2 i just wish he cud hav meet my papa to they wud hav loved each other . i am so glad u got 2 meet paul to and get to kno him and c wat i c in him it just wud b so hard 4r the 2 people i love so much ner hav 2 hav meet i can only b glad 4r that he does come out with things somtimes that u wud prob say @ it makes me smile cause the way he acts somtimes just reminds me of u and the love and bond we shared and will share 4rever i will love treasure miss and ake 4r u every day i kno ur prob rite by myside but just wud love to hold u and cuddel u the way we always did i love @ miss u every day alway always always xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
